Goodbye my love.(if Elena died in the car accident…)
I met you, when i was desperated.
You picked me up, your gentle love makes me warm.
You got rid off my sadness, you bring me happiness.
You held me tightly in your arms, touching my hair, kissed on my forhead, which made me out of afraid and suck.
Because of you, Stefan. I believe that we can survive those things, as usual.
I’m used to hiding myself in your hug, you keep me from such a horrible world. You gave me the last warming things in the world.
I need you, Stefan.
When you gone with Klaus for saveing Damon’s live, for keeping me from danger.
He told you,”turn it off.” You can’t feel anything.
But i trust you. You are still the one i love, Stefan. And i’ll never give up.
Looking for you here to there, i tried to get closed to you, but you refused.
Hey, Stefan, you idiot.
Without you, i am nothing.
Without me, you are sick. YOU HAD ME,DARLING.
But you insisted that you lost me when you decided to leave with Klaus.
Dare you say this again to my eyes?
No, you dare not.
You care about me i know that clearly.
BUT EVERYTHING GOES WRONG. I screw it up.
I’m so sorry Stefan. These are the only words i can tell you.
I loved you, but I have to let you go.
Forgive me and Forget me.You deserve a whole new life.
You broke into my heart, and stole my heart.
You are such a bad-ass.
Everytime i told you that:”Damon, be a better man.” you smile.
But i know that you are trying being a better man.
Until you told me about the sweet dream you gave to Rose, i was shocked.
Tears showed up in your eyes, so did mine.
You took a deep breath and smiled as usual.
In your blue eyes, i can read your sadness.
To you, Rose is what Lexi is to Stefan.
FRIENDS AND FAMILY.
“Rose is here.”Jeremy said.
I was confused that why you never want to be a good person.
You told me people see good, they expect for good.
You are just so afraid of letting us down.
I suddenly remeber something special.
“I will always choose you, Elena.” Your soft touching.
“I love you.” and your tears.You looked into my eyes and compeled me to forget all you said.
I called you, and you won’t see my tearing face.
“Where are you?”you asked.
“Matt is taking me home.”I replied.
“To…Stefan.”so lonely so upset i knew of course.
“Not just Stefan,Damon, to Caroline to Tyler.”I said in a low voice.
You cut up my sentences. You said you’ve got it..
I felt suck without saying anything.
“If it just about me and Stefan, which one ?”You asked.
“I love him Damon.”I said these hurting words without thinking twice. But they made me fell regretful.
You signed and you did’t need my explaination.
“It always gonna be Stefan.”You said. Those words hurt both of us.
I made you thinking about Katherine.
I am just another bitch like Katherine. GREEDY, SELFISH.
The only words i can say to you is :”I care about you, Damon.”
But i realized that is much more depper than “love”…
It came up to me that you are standing in front of me in the rain.
“I shouldn’t have left you he here,Elena.”
It came up to me that you said that:”Elena, this time he will never come back.”I was totally wrong, he is your family, always and forever, you must be the last one who give him up… or never.
When the car crushed into the water, i even made a dream. a dream about you.
you met me first… now i remember eveything but i am dying,Damon.
You cut me up just because you are exactly the first one who met me.
“If we met first…”
I should love you ,Damon.
But it’s too late.
And…I love you…